Hi my qtpuff. I have been fighting all the bad people or playing some survival games like in Hunger Game in my dreams, or rather nightmares I called it. But in none of them I have you there with me.
Always tolerating my nonsense and selfishness until you ownself going crazy too, you know it. I am sorry to hurt you so much and yet, you are still here with me telling me it is not my fault but it is yours instead. Forever taking the blame and give logical reason that makes it really seems like your fault, when it is obviously mine too. I am always hurting you especially with words that stab you hard in the heart and I am very sorry. Just because I am frustrated and annoyed with idkwtf and here we go again, I did it over and over again. I hate myself.
I wanna everything to be back to last time when we were so happy with anything and everything. Where there are no quarrels and with thoughts like "I cant think of any reason that will make us quarrel./ We wont quarrel." I used to have those thoughts btw. I miss that.
我救不了自己。
Monday
Saturday
251. TWO YEARS
你好你好你好，本小姐在NPSU已经两年了哈哈哈。好老哦。
I had been through 3 NPSU FOC as a freshie, a GL and Camp Comm. Wow nice experiences I got there. Missed one TBC though :/
Started as Onuris, further out to Freyr, now, in Tius as Camp comm. Woohoo. Timelineee lai,
I had been through 3 NPSU FOC as a freshie, a GL and Camp Comm. Wow nice experiences I got there. Missed one TBC though :/
- NPSU FOC 11/12 PANTHEON
- Challengers
- TBC
- Prep Camp
- Trail Camp
- NPSU FOC 12/13 AVATAR
- Challengers
- Prep Camp
- Trial Camp
- NPSU FOC 13/14 YGGDRASIL
Started as Onuris, further out to Freyr, now, in Tius as Camp comm. Woohoo. Timelineee lai,
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| NPSU FOC 11/12, ONURIS |
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| ONURIS, Odessa |
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| We are always 4 subgroups as a whole |
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| Onuris @ Challengers |
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| TBC, TGIU is formed |
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| Prep Camp |
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| GLs training and Freyr is created |
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| Trial Camp, Camp Chief + 4 DHs + 48 GLs |
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| Fricco GLs |
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| NPSU FOC 12/13, FREYR |
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| FREYR, Fricco |
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| Appreciation Day |
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| Freyr Dinner |
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| NPSU Subcomm, R&D |
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| NPSU FOC 13/14 CAMP COMM, YGGDRASIL |
倦
偏执有一点言重了，
我应该算是想太多吧。
恐惧，害怕，
怕从你们的嘴里听到自己的不好和不是，
我有多么地不想去面对。
你们的祝福，在我耳里怎听起来像是讽刺。
真心，我听不到。
你们是不是串通好的？
我竟然会这样想。
讨厌这些所有。
不舒服，不自在，有点假。
都是应我而起，能怪谁呢？
"My fake plants
died
because I did not
pretend
to water
them"
My fake friendship
died
because I did not
pretend
to maintain
it
"My fake plants
died
because I did not
pretend
to water
them"
My fake friendship
died
because I did not
pretend
to maintain
it
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