Oh, I finally understand the meaning of ' I miss you ' .
Nearly forgot I have a blog yo.
My first semester in poly really happening huh. Too much for me to take it. Experienced things that I didnt expect it to happen on me. I've grown stronger though? Regret or not? I am still as contradicting as ever. I hate you and I like you, ironic much. Problem in friendship/relationship is really not my thing. It will hit me really hard, my weakness yo. Did not expect things to end this way but it did. We were still so close and important to each other a few minutes ago but now we are worst than strangers. Thing changes really fast and I hate the fact that your heart and feeling changed faster than mine. Faster than I ever thought. Maybe because of your promises and those words that make me still hanging on after so long. My head, brain and mind are being rational while my heart is still lacking behind. Must be the emptiness, nothing else. I know that I mean nothing to you now. Nothing, nothing at all. You dont even bother to ask or know how is thing going for me. Who cares yo. I am the dumb ass.
I miss Onuris :/ Likka seriously. I know I've been missing out a lot of things. And things did not went smoothly these few days. I feel so helpless. Useless much because there is nothing much I could do. Just hope and pray that nothing much goes wrong.
