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Yeah true. I cant please every single person. I doubt anyone that isnt going through what we have and had been through understand all this. I treasure everything and the position im given a lot. I need friends that can understand and everything. If not, I've got nothing to say. I doubt you will know and understand the stress, disappointment and helpless feeling I get at times. And maybe, you are having the same thoughts as me. Struggling through hard and bitter times and I wasnt there for you. Dui bu qi. Still the same old words, you are still as important to me no matter what. Having the thought, feeling and knowing that you will always be there for me is enough and I will be contented. Maybe I think too much or for w/e reasons, I cant feel it now. I dont feel safe at all.