SMALL TINY LITTLE THINGS ADD UP TO A HUGE MOUNTAIN. It might seem nothing but im so depressed lol.
Blueblack.
Blueblack.
A small cut that gives you sharp pain and hurts damn badly in contact with water. And when nobody gives a f when you said it hurts.
Know that someone forgot about you although it was not on purpose but ouch for that instance of knowing.
Forever paranoid and will check a few times before I alight every time, I totally forgot bout my phone this time and it was left on a freaking bus. Heart aching and im feeling sorry for dropping it a few times before although it's my temporary phone, now I realised how freaking important you are to me although you had been driving me nuts for so long.
Saw the bus that I should be taking, leaving while im still at the opposite of the road. Not gonna fcuking wait for 20 plus minutes this time round.
Rushed over from bus stop to mc while tolerating the pain my blisters were giving me. Disappointment felt when I couldnt saw my cousin and I cant fcuking contact anyone at that moment now that my phone is gone.
Pressed the lift button and it just went up in front of my eyes. Freaking laughing out loud at that moment while thinking that the whole world is against me, even the lift.
WOW. Everything is going against me, what a perfect coordination. And so I called my cousin with house phone and she was waiting for me at the bus stop.
I am sorry, nothing good is happening for this night. No one will feel what im feeling now and obviously no one can do anything to help the situation. It's okay and it's normal. I will be like them if im not the one that loses the phone. But still, it hurts. I am trying to take things easy now. WANNA CRY BUT DOESNT EVEN HAVE THAT FCUKING MOOD TO. It's just not my day. How can so much things happened when im not even acting in a drama z. Not wanna leave house at all cause im so afraid of being lost while cant contact anyone when im outside alone.
Pray hard. If it's mine, it will come back to me. Right?
